I’m so hungry right now..this happens so often these days, not intentionally, just for the simple fact I have no idea what to eat. I had 3 veggie tacos for lunch today. Now I’m not sure what to get for dinner..but I’m so hungry and weak I barely have energy to go out for something.
I have realized something yesterday. I guess I always knew this but the only way to be happy is to be responsible for your own happiness and not rely on anyone else. Luckily, I did not come to this realization because of anyone close to me but it did make me realize that close people can turn out the same someday. Most of them most likely will, and you will be left wondering what happened..as you never would’ve thought it would turn out that way. Mutual feelings with people are hard to find. I have learned from experience. Unfortunately this creates major trust issues for me. Maybe someday I will find it.
Now off in search of more food..